Its day s like this that I truly dread. I have had my 3 losses for the year and Im ready for the year to be over. I lost both Bones my retired Service Dog and my father in February, and this week or well Friday, I found out that my step dad passed away. I must admit that he was never my favorite person but I do have a lot of respect for him as he was the only reliable male in my childrens lives and was always there for my mother when it counted. He wasnt perfect and did put my mom through hell quite a few times but that was years ago, as he got older he really calmed down. Im glad I gave him that good bye hug the last time I was there.
FUCK the time is 12:34 AGAIN, why do I seem to always look at the clock at that time. Everyday be it a.m. or p.m. I see that time. I know it means something but I have no clue what...
I have a few minutes before I have to leave to head out for lessons today. I dont feel like going to lessons but I am... Seriously I just want to go home and crash until I cant stand it anymore. I just need to crawl in my shell and be left alone to figure all of this stuff out.
